This summer has done nothing but rain. Still haven't been to the beach, but I love for vacation in about two days. I seriously can't wait. I always feel lonely but this summer has made me realize I only feel this way because I am. I keep having people asking me how the hell am I single. I don't know, but everytime I get asked it makes me happy to know I'm a catch. Later on it comes back to me and I think maybe there's something wrong with me.
I've lost touch with all my friends and it's tearing me apart. I think my skin is just growing thicker from all of this. It has made more independent than before, and that is really god damn independent.
I was never able to find a job so I just simply gave up. Fuck work and fuck money. I'm so sick of spoiled kids with jobs. I actually do need a job. Whatever.
I never had a summer love but I was hoping maybe this year would be different. Summer isn't completely over, but I might as well just punch myself in a face for dreaming of something good to happen for once.
So sick of everything, but I can't stop dreaming.
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