1, 2, 3, 4. Get Your Booty On The Dance Floor. Work It Out, Shake It Lil Mama, Lemme See Ya Do The Jane Fonda.

I hate a lot of people. ahhaha.

I've made a little goal to myself that I am going to apologize to all the people I'm on bad terms with. Whenever I see one of those people, however, I seem to not to do a thing.
Damn.
I'll get around to it in a week or so, so I'm not going to stress it.

You can see my ass from outer space.
Flag it, dammit.

Brown Eyes.

Everyday I'm told I have the prettiest eyes.
Everday I'm told my eyes are what they wish they had.
I'm simply just eyes.
I'm nothing more than a shell of beauty.
I'm a very deep person and I say things that will do something to your heart,
but nobody ever understands.
It kinda seems like I'm boring in the wrong century, but that is just ridiculous.
I wish I was more than curves...I wish I had a heart to match these beautiful eyes of mine.
-Blue Eyes

Something to look back on incase I lose hope..

One day, I'll have some tattoos and some more guitars. There will be a big piano that will come in by springtime. It will be in front of the big window in our house. The windows will be open and the wind will feel so good on my skin. My pretty dress will flow at the bottom and my toe nails will be painted pink. I'll sit down at the piano and start singing,"La da da daaa..da daaa." The doorknob will twist and my sweetie will come in wearing his suit and tie. He'll sit right next to me and play the other side of the piano. And we'll sing. We'll be singing,"I will always love you...I always love you..."

A dream says a mouthful.

I dreamt I was leaving school but as I walking out I notice people rushing to a certain spot as if there was a fight. Mike Hunt ran up to me and said,"Oh shit, there's red cop cars everywhere!" then ran away. I was confused, but kept walking. As I got to the lockers, there were police officers. They weren't wearing blue though, they were wearing red. There was groups of two to four and each group made enough space to get near every locker. The lockers were chained and had chains dangling. There were red axes hanging from the ceiling. I noticed the red cop cars through the window and then became aware of the chained door. I started to walk farther but the school was different on the other side. It was like how Freehold Mall used to like, back when it had the water fountain. The water fountain was flatter though. There was absolutely nowhere to go. I became angry, threw my phone and screamed,"FUCK THIS!" The phone landed in the fountain. An old man was near the fountain, I said,"Hey, old man, can you please get my phone for me?"(It's my dream so no calling him an old man isn't seen as rude because in my dream his name was old man..) He picked it up and I said thank you. The phone was working perfectly and was dry. He asked me,"Do you want to get out of here?" I said,"Yes." He walked me somewhere and everything turned into a forest. The forest wasn't so weird because I dream of this forest often. He pointed to a place that had been in many of my past nightmares, but this wasn't a nightmare. In my nightmares I dream of a tan building and in this building there is pure darkness, cracks on the walls, and easy ways to fall through the floors. But the tan building was different. It had a staircase. The stairs were like the ones in front of the tv production room. I walked up the stairs and went to open the door because I was told it was how I could get out. The door didn't budge, a sudden light flickered and a chain was on the door knob. It was dark again, I turned around and there was the old man. (If you haven't guessed by now, he was a pedophile.) I ran away. He didn't chase me, but eventually he got near me. He kept trying to get his hand near my butt and then I did something that made him go away. I don't remember what I did and I don't remember what happened next.

Here's the symbols behind this dream. I really wish I knew what red meant though..

To see the police in your dream, indicates a failure to perform or to honor obligations and commitments. The police also symbolizes structure, rules, power, authority and control. Perhaps you need to put an end to your reckless behavior or else the law will catch up to you. You fear punishment.


To see a staircase in your dream, symbolizes change and transformation.


To see a fountain in your dream, represents great joy, renewed pleasure and/or increased sensitivity. You are experiencing an outburst of positive emotions. Perhaps you are entering into a new relationship or a new phase in that relationship. Alternatively, the fountain may be analogous to sexual climax.


To see chains in your dream, signifies your need to break free from a routine, old idea, or a relationship. If you are being chained, then some part of you is being forcefully put in check.�You are being held back from what you really want to do.


To see an ax in your dream, indicates that you are overly controlling. It is symbolic of destruction, hostility, and the frustrations that you are experiencing. Perhaps you "have an ax to grind" with someone. Or the dream can be a metaphor that you are ready to "bury the ax" and make amends.